Two months and counting since that fateful night.

We were fast asleep on the night of 13th June which was a Saturday night in the US and Sunday (14th June) afternoon in India. I usually put my phone on Airplane mode on weeknights so that I don’t get disturbed in the middle of the night. My wife turns on the vibrate mode on her phone at night. However, on weekends, I leave my phone on the vibrate mode sometimes instead of putting it on the Airplane mode. The dreadful calls started coming in at around 2 am PST (2:30 pm IST). The phone was away from the bed and of course, I had no idea who was calling and why continuously but I could hear the nonstop vibrations. Annoyed, I got up to check and at that moment, the world came tumbling down. Before I talked to anyone, I read the text messages which were flashing on the screen. Many people including family members were trying to reach us and many friends were asking if the news was fake. I checked the news and was horrified to read that Sushant had allegedly taken his life. I ran over to Shweta’s phone on the other side of the bed and noticed a plethora of missed calls and text messages on her phone as well. And that’s when I did one of the toughest things I have had to do in my life, break the news to Shweta. I cannot forget her reaction and her first conversation with Rani Di. It broke my heart to listen to them crying on the phone and that night changed our lives forever as we knew it.

We started making phone calls and planning our travel to India. We were up all night trying to figure out all the details. We realized that because of COVID-19, it’s incredibly hard to travel or to even get a flight ticket to India. Eventually, with the help of friends in the Bay Area, we found one seat for Shweta on a San Francisco-Delhi flight on the 16th of June. The morning was even more challenging since we had to break this news to our children, Sushant’s niece, and nephew.

Why am I sharing all of this? I am sharing this because it’s been two months since that fateful night and we are still struggling. Emotions are still high and eyes are still watery.  What was taken away from us that night is hard to express in words. Our lives will never be the same again. However, we hope that an unbiased investigation would shed light on what transpired and perhaps give us some closure so that we can focus on cherishing his memories instead of always wondering what exactly happened with Sushant and why he could not be saved. Hence, my appeal to everyone is to keep pressing for truth so that not only us but all of Sushant’s supporters and well-wishers can find peace. 

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In closing, I am sharing one of my favorite pictures with Sushant. I have many pictures of him but this one is close to my heart because it always reminds me of how sensitive and respectful Sushant was. In the capacity of my brother-in-law, he was supposed to do a ritual at my wedding where he would pull me with my  “dupatta”. I don’t remember what the point of the ritual was but I do remember Sushant being uncomfortable about pulling me in that manner and I had to encourage him to do it and had to ensure him that I did not mind that at all.  Only then did he perform the ritual. Always smiling, always compassionate, that’s the memory I have of him. 

 

69 thoughts on “Two months and counting since that fateful night.

  1. We will fight and stand by you .. so that the whole truth is out ..
    we all miss him a lot but I can’t imagine the pain that you and the family is going through every minute.

    Stay strong .. our prayers, wishes and love is with you, the family and with SSR.. he was, is and always always will shine the brightest. 💫🦋💫🙏🙏

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    • Never keep your phone on silent or plane mode….you never know who is in need….that is the best lesson for you and entire people who is reading your article

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    • Everyday we all get up and check the news and update that whether cbi has started or not. It just feels like i am not his fan but he was part of my family. I remember how he changed my life when i watched his movie kai po che. Whether in academics or in movies he has excelled in every field. It must be an honour to be his sister, father and jiju. We all are praying god is with us and crimanls will be definitely punished

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    • Sir We pray that no one has to see this day .Sushant karma was good therefore his fans are relentlessly asking for justice.No one believes in the suicide theory.People with strong and loving family members will never even consider suicide.We too want to know what happened.We all want justice for Sushant.His family deserves to know the truth.Today its Sushant tomorrow it could be a layperson like us.

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  2. We all feel that a member of our own family is gone!
    We all have watery eyes and skipped heart beats.
    So I cannot even begin to imagine what must be state of family!
    To me, viewing his videos after his passing, becoming his fan after his passing (I know, I have terrible guilt on that too), he appears to me like Bhole nath Shankar Bhagvan swaroop. The same bholapan, the same intelligence as someone divine would have, the dancing skills of Lord Shiva….looks like he had Lord Shiva’s hand on his head.
    There are so many things I console myself with.
    He was happy all the time as he lived in the moment!
    He connected and touched so many hearts and lives with her karma and thru’ his charitable endeavors.
    He lived short life but he lived more life than I would even live in 70+ years!!
    He had such fab family and he was so family oriented, going to chaat puja to Bihar every year.
    He possibly sufferred only the last year of his life. With all the earthly and unearthly elements (corona virus and lockdown situation), it seemed that everything has staked against him. Even though, we have now learnt that Priyanka Di had warned everyone of impending doom, though one usually doesn’t have such sixth sense and surity. The family tried and in many ways.
    In the end, we are neither born. Nor die.
    Energy just changes form.
    Maybe in previous birth, he had unexpected endings and he came back to finish those unlived years.
    The death is only of the body but with end of the body, the roles (mother/father/brother/sister) don’t end. It is this, the roles that cause so much anguish.
    Mother Maya will heal in short term and in long term we all will celebrate and be happy that we even lived in same era as he did and came to know about him!

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  3. We are and will always support you and your family. All that has transpired has not only made me appreciate Sushant more but also his family. He was the way he was because he was raised and loved by his family. I hope the world gets him back in a new life and this time they appreciate his pure soul better.

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  4. When I saw the news on 14th my heart broke in to million pieces, at first I thought it was not true but then the news kept coming in. Life hasn’t been the same since then. Its exactly two months today and I am still restless, unable to sleep and often burst into tears. I feel I have lost one of my family member. I am not much of a Bollywood person but connected to Sushant through his work, interviews, his interest in astrophysics, philosophy, spirituality and books. He was a genius, a pure soul. His untimely departure is an irreparable loss to the humanity. He is a legend and will live in our hearts forever, we will keep his memories alive and we will fight till the end to bring him justice. We will stand by Sushant’s family in this fight.

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  5. The loss feels so deep and personal to us, I can’t even imagine what it must be feeling like for the family. Sushant was not any ordinary human being, he was the blessed of them all. We will not give up on the demand for CBI enquiry till our last breaths. God is with us and definitely justice shall be done.

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  6. I’m still in the shock, sometimes hope that 14th June 2020 should not have been in our calendars. Never ever I had a chance of interacting with our sweet Sushant, but now regret. I’ve started following Sushant & listening to his intellectual interviews now, His love is mesmerizing and beyond words. Sushant an incarnation of ‘Lord Shiva, he will definitely come back, bcoz his divine soul cannot rest. He must be still thinking & thriving for betterment of mankind. Sushan’t kabhi ‘Shant’ nahi ho sakte hain!

    Through Sushant I see a beautiful family now, you are all amazing. Pranams to you all as you had a wonderful soul with you🙏🙏🙏Tat Sat

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  7. Wow Sanjeeda.. Such vicious words for someone who has lost their family member! You seem off to me.. Can’t you see how systematically Rhea was removing his trusted people from his life in the name of taking care of him? Rhea herself stayed in touch with her family and even her alleged ex boy friend but ensured Sushant didn’t talk to his own family. Even if he was dealing with Depression what gave Rhea the right to not involve his family? And now that he is gone who else would be held responsible? His family who tirelessly kept trying to help Sushant or Rhea?

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    • Xxx, Never reason with wolves. They are beyond any logic and facts. Simply disgusting PAID PR OF RHEA AND ACCOMPLICES.

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  8. Sanjeeda – You and your entire PR Machinery should be booked and put behind the bars for Cyber bullying and harassment. Entire world knows the truth of RHEA. SHAME ON THE EVIL DISGUSTING PAID PR OF RHEA AND ACCOMPLICES.

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    • this was nothing but a mirror to yourselves. this is who YOU are. i wrote those words to hold a mirror up to you. but you… you actually mean the horrible things you say to rhea. what if she was innocent, which she very likely is since frankly you people only want to believe bodyguards but not psychiatrists. how can you even sleep at night with how you have torn her to pieces.
      so if you are uncomfortable and disgusted with what i said, you should direct that discomfort and disgust inwards… towards yourselves.

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  9. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal experience with us. I was never a fan of Hindi films. Stopped watching them long back. I knew of Sushant from Pavitra Rishta. I didn’t follow his work. However, following his death, something inside me broke. I didn’t know him, but yet I somehow knew him. It felt like someone in my family was gone. A distant relative I haven’t met or a friend to be made. Two months of sleepless nights. My mother fainted when she saw his pictures – she was not a fan either. Somehow, my entire family is connected to Sushant by an invisible thread. I began researching about him. I started reading the books he recommended. I watched all his interviews. I am in awe of his personality and his intellect. What a beautiful soul. We have been tweeting and praying nonstop for his justice. We will continue to do so. Your brother-in-law has inspired and continues to inspire many. To know Sushant or to know of him, is a blessing indeed.

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  10. Hey Sanjeeda, dont know about what Sushant’s family did not did not do. The truth is out. Rhea used Sushsants money and spent it all on herself. Sending I Love You message to Mahesh Bhatt buddha just after 5 days of his so called boy friends passing away??? Really. This girl milked our bhai and used all his monies. He was given medicines (dont forget her father is a effing medical doctor) and diagnosed wrongly. If I give you anti-depressants you would show the bi-polar symptom. Ja ke internet me dhundho. Aur han just for once tell us all who is paying you and how much. I will have a better offer for you. I will pay you double what you are being paid but just support the TRUTH.

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    • WHAT. SHE REALLY DID THAT???? Can you share a link please to the article where it says she said “I love you” to Mahesh Bhatt five days after Sushant’s death? I can only google a message one year ago which just seems like a kind of overenthu but ok messgae.
      I completely missed this but this is height of shamelessness.

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  11. Sanjeeda, eventually Rhea will move on and may find another boy friend.. can Sushant family find another son or a brother? Just think about it.

    Rhea refused to pick up calls of Sushant on his last day.. and was busy baking cookies and posting on Insta on that same very day.. I saw those stories she was posting on Jun 14th! clearly she was very upset and hence all those happy posts from Jun 8-Jun 14th – right?

    Agree lets wait for legal proceedings..

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  12. Somewhere we are feeling the same.
    We can understand that if his fans are not able to overcome than how difficult it is for people.

    Hoping for Justice

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  13. Right; let’s take you on your word that five psychiatrists diagnosed Sushant bipolar. So assuming that he was, as live-in girlfriend and person who assumed primary caregiver of Sushant, why did Rhea not inform his legal guardians, kith and kin when Sushant’s health deteriorated? Was she not under a legal duty to? For you Sushant was mentally ill and yet you ask why ‘a good and bright person like Sushant did not want to keep in touch’ with his family? Does it not occur to you that on your argument of weakened mental state, he might not not be in possession of full mental capacity and exercising free will? And it would be up to whoever assumed charge of his affairs, in this case Rhea, to inform his legal guardians of his deteriorating health? And did Rhea do this? No and instead, she thwarted all efforts on the part of his family who tried to reach out and find out about what’s happening to him. In so doing, he Rhea not breached legal, moral and ethical duties? Did those breaches contribute to the loss of life?

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  14. If such a pure soul like Sushant’s CAN make people from all over the world come together, and that too after he left us; “ANYONE” who is writing against the family or trying to gain sympathy for that “one someone” – must know that there’s already a higher power at work. Deny it all you want, but in your heart you know you are on the wrong side.

    My innermost faith and belief in that higher power tells me that NO ONE WILL BE able to stop Sushant from getting justice. Try however you want and whatever way you want – we will see what happens!!
    Dear Sushan’t family – I’ll keep you all (K.K. Uncle, Shweta Di , Priyanka Di, Mitu Di and Neetu Di) in my prayers. Stay strong!!

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  15. This gave me goosebumps. I can only imagine what you guys must be going through and it pains me even more that apart from struggling to get justice and closure, you also have to deal with irrational fools who have no idea what they are talking about and you have to spend your time n energy to clarify. But dont worry whole world is with you, God is on your side and you will win for sure. Will keep praying and fighting for you guys. Keep doing what you are doing and be strong always. Never give up. You will get justice. Bhagwan k ghar mei der hai par andher nahi.

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  16. For crying out loud lady!!! What the hell is wrong with you??? If you have nothing nice to say to a mourning family, JUST SHUT THE F*** UP. What kind of low life of you. Rhea is a bimbo, a loose character and from an upbringing where her parents sent her of to live in with Sushant, and mind you, I’m being poite cos there’s a word for people do do that – PIMPING!. The damage that idiot did to Sushant is unforgivable!! So, give it a rest and go get drunk!!

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  17. Everytime your post makes me more emotional. And the connection that I feel with your family become more strong. I Pray every morning and night for the truth and justice. We all want to know what really happened to him. Why those murderers killed him? We are so much connected to him and his family .We stand together for truth and justice and with your family and this voices won’t stop until the justice is served. I believe God has great plan for this but still it’s hard how can God do this to such beautiful pure soul . We loved him and will always love him. The fire is getting more worse which is in our hearts and this time there should be some changes . The truth cannot be hidden. #CBIForSSR .
    Prayers always for you SSR and your family .I wish you come back ,wanted to see you😔 and talk alot things.⭐🦋❤
    Love SSR and whole family.
    Extended family of SSR 🙏

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  18. @sanjeeda: Lets say he had depression…then you dump him days before 14th June, then you block his number, not show up to funeral (lot of ppl stood outside in rain and were not “invited”), then after a month you suddenly re-surface and claim that are his g.f and need justice. Then when inquiry is filed in Bihar, you try to get it transferred…the woman is such a nasty, narcissistic personality disorder suffering person who abused him, when he was weak. Maybe someone who you trust, starts giving you heavy psychotic drugs, if you are on it and off it and on it and off it, it can create crazy imbalance. Then you take all his money and buy yourself number of flats, get rid of his entire staff (new staff will be loyal to rhea and not SSR), do not allow father/sisters to connect or talk to SSR.
    There are just way too many dings against this girl to say anything nice about her.
    All the family is saying is they want justice and proper investigation.
    Mind you they have made NO accusations against ANYONE!

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  19. Sanjeeda, you’re right. May your brother get a girl like Rhea in his life and then you will know when you lose him. You are vomiting poison just to make ppl feel what Rhea is going thru? And who are you exactly?
    Oh and about sisters make up. She came the way she is herself, ppl living in US are always groomed thats their lifestyle. She is just herself, simple and original, look at her eyes it gives the depth of sorrow and tears she went thru. Poor girl.
    Oh and your rhea…. now posing like a sati savitri sar par pallu n all OMG!! would ppl forgive her by seeing a covered a head. Her karma cant be erased by her dress up now. You better dont come in between.

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    • When she said, SSR’s sister is made up, full of makeup, right then I know it was a troll. The sister had no makeup on. She looks clean. Nicely combed hair. Thats all. People are more made up in India and in USA, they in fact go to work without makeup. We even step out of home in home-clothes which I would NEVER do in India. Indians are more groomed and made-up (which is the way it is…nothing right or wrong about it)!
      Sanjeeda is troll looking for love and attention on internet. She needs therapy ASAP!

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  20. @Sanjeeda:
    Your post is full of hatred. This blog post was about celebration of his life, mourning and reflection.
    You came and started toxicity on something that had nothing to do with Rhea.
    So much poison you have in your heart for someone who just departed!
    SSR was highly educated man…why did Rhea not let him interact with psychiatrist or therapist alone? Have you ever had therapy? You are always ALONE with therapist not with spouse/g.f/parents. Even if you are minor, you STILL are alone in therapist office! There is a reason for that.
    And if you dehydrate someone, someone gets massive headache out of that dehydration, goes to doctor. What will doctor say? “I was treating him for headache” Because that was what patient complained. Did doctor ever check to see if the patient was deliberately not given water and kept dehydrated?
    Did the 5 psychiatist (I never read anywhere that there were 5. I thought there was one or two at the most), meet SSR alone and did a long evaluation? One Kersi even said that SSR’s mania was “weird”. It would be if he was administered drugs on and off by Rhea and her minions like Pitthani who said on camerra that he gave two pills to SSR.
    Also the family has kept decency and been quiet. It is media, elections, politicians, movie stars and their publicists that is creating massive sensational, hungama. The family has only asked for investigation and fair trial. They have listed what they saw and what happened to them few months prior to SSR’s passing. You should also give benefit of doubt to SSR, just as you are giving it to the others!!

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    • Ms Hater:
      You need therapy!
      I hold a degree and practice and I know all about therapy and counselling and how it is supposed to be conducted professionally!
      Also you are assuming I am from India. You are making so many assumptions. About SSR. About Rhea. About family, you internet troll !
      Go home, get some love from real person and get all your issues resolve.
      This is NOT a place for you.
      We are celebrating Sushant’s life here.
      Go spread hatred elsewhere!

      @Kirti: Please moderate comments and restrict troll activity! Also monitor the IP addresses of the troll. Report them to police as they may be paid publicist of the villain who commited the heinous crime on our dear Sushant when he was most vulnerable!

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  21. This is probably the worst thing ever! Though I never met him but his loss feels like a personal loss! I still can’t come to terms with the fact that he is no more with us. These 2 months have been so difficult nothing was same after 14th June l, for me. So I wonder if it so damn difficult for me then it must be more than a disaster for you. With my heavy heart all I can say is the pure soul that we lost deserves justice and and this thing needs a closure. I hope the god is with us and we shall receive a fair trial and a proper investigation 😦

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  22. Hi, heartfelt condolences to you and family. May HE help ease your pain and fill your hearts with peace & light. May no one ever have to through what you folks are experiencing with patience, faith and fortitude. May the Almighty Allah help you find answers to all the questions That are flooding your minds&hearts. May the divine force be with you all every step of the way. As for Sushant he lived an incredible life. Bollywood had never seen anything like him before nor would they ever will. Hear bleeds at the way he was disrespected by the powerful when they should have celebrated him. I am a middle aged woman with not much experience of watching Hindi cinema, I do know names of famous actors and seen there work and handful of new ones. I was amazed at the power of publicity and promotion when I found out that a phenomenon like Sushant existed when he didnt. It was on 16june my sister introduced me to him through his speech at a tech Uni., since then it’s all I do all day watch Sushant videos. And somehow I find his real self more engaging then his screen presence. What a bright star … may he continue to shine (ameen) wish his caregivers were more vigilant and with him, the world has lost a humanist a person who would be kind & respectful to a balloon walee lady as much as to a co-star. The world is robbed of a thinking, feeling & doing individual with a heart full of love & light…there seem to be something pure about him, it’s sad that he didn’t get the love & care he deserved. Love & prayers

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  24. My eyes became tearies. Really after got this news after opening my fb may be it was post lunch time, I am shocked and really from that moment I am reading about his ideology philosophy his journey his family’s bonding and still he is coming in front of my eyes. I loved him as a passionate guy, his nature talking style attitude such a beautiful talented boy was. First time I have cried for a celebrity’ s demise. I want justice and hope truth will come.

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  25. Perhaps the only way to find solace is to imagine him a warrior in life and in passing. Always striving to set the path ..all throughout..and also in seeing a larger justice of bringing awareness to a large population ..in opening their eyes too uncomfortable truths.. in constantly reminding them of compassion and grace… his soul moves to higher planes and finds evolution. And all of us as family will get to celebrate his legacy of compassion and constant striving for perfection. May his soul find grander planes. May you all find strength to be..
    Much love and light

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    • Yes. It is a troll. SSR hater.
      Or psychologically imbalanced person looking for attention on internet!
      Someone who paid to get our SSR eliminated from earth is paying this troll to write.
      We need to capture her/his IP address and investigate who is funding her!!

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  26. I understand pain of family, as fans we have still not digested this fact that he is no more. I never interacted with Sushant but met him once in Gym and once in CCD Lokhandwala. I remember his smiling face. God is there and he will definitely give Justice to him. Thank you for sharing deeply personal experience with us. Keep patience and faith in God. Lord Shiva will definitely do justice and ignore paid PR’s who are puppet of Rhea. Love and prayers.

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  27. I’m no way related to you or SSR. But reading your article made me cry. I can surely imagine the pain you are going through as a family. I’m sure at the end of his breathing last, he must have definitely thought that even if he’s dead he wouldn’t let the truth die. That’s why the whole nation is with him in this, seeking truth and fighting for justice. He must be a very noble soul who has become our power now. Everyone in the country owns him now. I’m sure he will ensure that the truth is out and Justice will be served. Have faith in him!! Just like he achieved all his dreams, he’d achieve this too for which he lost life!! My deepest condolences and prayers to you and your family. Stay strong 🙏🙏

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  28. This broke my heart and made me cry to read what you wrote. I can’t imagine how hard it must have been for your family. I did not know sushant but since his demise I’ve felt such a void in my heart, I think we all need closure on what really happened on the 14th/13th night June. I’m from London and Indians all around the world are praying for justice and for the truth to come out and I’m very hopefully it will so we can all get closure and remember his good memories. He will continuing to live on in our hearts.

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  29. Sending immense love and prayers to our beloved Sush, papa, all the Di’s, Fudge and the fam. God willing, we will find justice. The dirty PR tactics are very visible, and in trying to malign you guys these vile people are only further exposing themselves. My heart aches for papa every time, please take care of him. Stay strong fam, we got this!
    Praying every morning.
    I am from Pakistan and I know SO many people around me and in my various social media groups who are constantly praying for justice. He was a part of our childhood; my mom never watched his dramas but was always in immense awe of his dance performances in reality shows.
    I am sure Sush must be smiling right now, seeing how passionately he is loved. His charm still surrounds us all, his intelligence still outshines these mortals. Nothing but love, love, love your way, fam.
    It’s been 60 days and not a second goes by when I don’t miss him. I have my US medical license exams coming up but here I am, checking on every piece of information regarding Sush and the fam.
    Stay strong…

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  30. I pray that Truth prevails. Whether it was suicide or a murder, the truth should be revealed and CBI inquiry is must for that.
    But for that we shud keep in mind the reasons due to which a highly intellectual, enthusiastic, shy but helpful, charming person like Sushant Singh Rajput suddenly became depressed, bipolar, having suicidal thoughts from April 2019 onwards. The simple boy who came to Bombay with so many dreams in his eyes, who actually achieved many of his dreams with sheer hard work, suddenly became disoriented, not able to differentiate as to who his well wishers were and who were faking their love and concern for him. It cud not be that all of a sudden that Rhea came into his life (when everything was going great) and she cud cast a spell on him. His distress started from the time he was accused in Metoo movement falsely by the people who were hell bent on finishing his career in the industry knowing fully well that it will hurt him the most. We can’t event imagine the helplessness he must have felt when his dil bechara heroine took her time to clear his name. He must have got this feeling that he was all alone in this bad world of Films. It must have been at this vulnerable period that he found solace in Rhea, who actually wanted to gain financially from her closeness to him and never bothered about his feelings, making him suspend ties with his sisters. And when he actually understood his mistake it was too late. When he wanted to get out of this toxic relationship Rhea threatened him of ruining his career. Whether it is a suicide or murder CBI will definitely find out.
    But people who did not allow him to work on many good films he was offered, the journalist who targetted him continuously(writing blinds) at the behest of powerful lobby in bollywood, the so called caregivers who were delinquent in their duties, especially Siddharth Pithani and last but not the least Rhea Chakraborty, shud be held responsible for his untimely death and given punishment accordingly. Sushant must not have even imagined in his wildest dreams that his life wud be thus cut short for being so helpful, credulous, charitable that he was, that anyone will even imagine to harm him. As for the family, they did their best. After being rebuffed by Sushant, his sisters must have had been scary to interfere in his life when his photographs showing him being happy in the company of Rhea surfaced time and again on social media. As for his brother-in-law not giving a written complaint to Mumbai Police, even a lay man can understand that police wud then have conducted a thorough investigation even tipping off the media, giving unnecessary negative publicity to Sushant which would not have then served the purpose of the complaint, i.e. to rid him of toxic people in his life and give him much needed peace. Most of the media wud have then lapped up this news and made a mockery out of his life which cud have further pained his distressed mind.
    Praying to the Almighty God to give strength to his family in their hour of need and help them find closure by bringing out the truth of what happened to Sushant on that fateful day.

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  31. We miss you our beloved Sushant. Praying to God that soon the Truth shall prevail. After reading this my heart is sinking in pain. It’s really hard to believe the truth of this loss. May God soon help us to find the exact truth. Strengths to the family.

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  32. Vishal,
    I feel you. It’s really hard to get over his loss. It feels like a personal loss to me. If as an ordinary fan , his going away has hit me so hard, I can only imagine the pain you all must be going through. Please stay strong. We all have to fight this together. I am sure justice will be done. You all have love and support of millions of people around the globe. You all are in our prayers.

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  33. More power to you all.. It feels like a personal loss to me..its been two months, my heart still feels so heavy.. I am not a big fan of Bollywood stars but Sushant’s demise affected me so so much, Sushant was a pure innocent soul… Praying for justice..

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  34. I’m really amazed at the way people are after SSR’s family. I think only after losing their most beloved they realize what it feels like… The sudden, unexpected demise of a relative whom the entire family adored must’ve numbed them or may i say freezed the thinking capacity…. maybe at that time they were so shocked that they didn’t think of the criminal angle.

    I recall when I first saw his photo on 14th June, my first reaction was “This ligature mark is not of hanging. Why are people not looking at it?”. Being a medical professional and having read Forensic science in MBBS this much i can pick. But simultaneously messages were floating on SM not to circulate his post demise pics. Now i feel was this also a planned manoeuvre?
    Regarding Ms Rhea, i still don’t understand if she was so much in love with SSR why did she leave him exactly the same day when Disha was killed? That too when she claims that SSR was suffering. And even if she was running away( i will use this term only whether you like it or not), why did she not inform his family that look I’m done with him and now you people take care of him as he’s unwell. At least she could’ve done this much despite all her animosity towards the actual victims of this episode. People who are advocating her rights over SSR’s hard earned money never said a word about her responsibilities.
    Coming to the Psychiatry angle of the case… depression can happen to anyone and anytime. In fact majority of us have been through it without even knowing. And people come out of it even without medical help. That’s for majority. That’s how we’re wired. Only very emotionally labile people may not pull through and land up in serious trouble.
    The latest clips of SSR from Jan 2020 are clearly not showing any apparent signs of severe mental illness as is being said by opposing party. You only need to see or meet a diagnosed patient of Schizophrenia or Bipolar disorder ( so bad that the person is suicidal) to know how difficult it is to handle them and take care of them. SSR neither looks depressed nor elated.
    I didn’t know SSR and his family but I’ve lost my only brother who was his age only and my father had a stroke after that and is paralysed since then. I can very well understand what the family is going through.
    SSR was a genius, a hard working man who made this big in the industry. One need guts and grit for this. Someone who can dare to drop out of a coveted Engineering College cannot commit suicide. He was up for much bigger things. Alas!!
    #Justice for SSR

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  35. Vishal bhaiya, we r all with u! the whole nation 130 crore people are with our sushant !! HUM SAB AAP KE SAATH HAIN! THEY HAVE NOT REALIZED WHO THEY HAVE MESSED WITH… AS U KNOW, OUR SUSHANT WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST DEVOTEES OF LORD SHIVA! HE WAS THE PUREST SOUL I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! WE WILL HANG THEM TO DEATH!! I AM TELLING U BHAIYA! WE WILL BURN THEM ALIVE, IF THEY DONT GET THE CAPITAL PUNISHEMENT! AAP SAB TENISON MT LIJIYE! WE ALL R NOT GOING TO STOP, THIS IS JUST A WARM UP FOR US!! SATYAMEV JAYATE!!

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  36. Thanks for sharing Vishal. It seems strange or may be once in a million years that a celebrity’s death is being felt deeply by people & even by those who don’t know anything about Bollywood.People are crying over his untimely demise.It seems he was assaulted brutally before being killed. A strong gym going guy was made a puppet by his girlfriend Rhea may be through administration of psych meds & he was so weak he was not even able to fight his assaulters. Sushant Singh Rajput was an angel and he will get justice.Bollywood’s downfall is certain & people will stop naming their kids Rhea now.

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  37. Let those who are being rabid against SSR’s legacy, his persona and his family, just be. It is how they are and who they are. Let them bark, stalk and threaten to kingdom come.

    This is a complex case which has been intentionally botched and the investigations jeopardised. The process has started and as long as we, as a people, remain united and keep up the steam, things will gradually have to fall in place.

    This is the case where truth will eventually shine. It is a matter of time and being patient. Justice will be done. Vishal and everyone in SSR’s family, stay strong.

    Stay Strong.

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  38. Gave me goosebumps.

    We as people with no relationship are so affected. Can’t even begin to imagine what you guys are going through. I pray you get closure. – Sushant has a great family who are willing to fight the system to get justice.

    You guys need all the prayers and love for the fight. It’s a long battle ahead we are just getting started.

    I hope you guys heal. Lots of love to you and your family- our didis

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  39. Ok peace everyone. We need a fair trial. Both sides are making good points. Let’s not be unfair to either family or Rhea.
    Om Shanti.

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  40. We all stand in solidarity with Sushant’s family. Hope we all find closure soon and justice may not be delayed. Stay strong.❤️🕉🔱🪔🙏🏼🧿

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  41. Can see some negative comments and it’s must be from Rhea or her like devils so ignore.
    We ste feel Sushant is like our family member. I hardly watch any movie bcz of short time but I noticed him like one of us common man. So humble and shy. We are badly missing his smiling face. More strength to your family.

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  42. 🕉️Being a Bihari, SUSHANT is our crown 👑 in Bollywood. But they theft our KOHINOOR. I promise you his murderers will be hanged soon. 🙏

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  43. SSR was like a brother to me. I started following him since 2018 since then there was a strong inner desire to meet him once in my lifetime. But loo, he left us too soon. May he be happy wherever he is. Om Shanti
    Sir, We are always with you and your family. The culprits will surely be punished.

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  44. We understood it was very painful moment to knew about SSR that night…after reading this tears comes from our eyes and visualizing each word feeling in so family its harden for you people but we will get justice soon for our SSR…#positivity#hope#justice#soon

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  45. After reading this I am just crying and crying… I just want him back.. I swear I didn’t sleep a single day property after his tragic death.. And I am sure no one did. I am just praying for justice each and every second so that God can hear our voice and he will do some miracle.. We want justice and if possible we want him back in our life. Never believe in miracle but this time I am seriously hoping for a miracle but we all know death is the bitter truth. We want justice for Sushant and his family. We won’t sit quite until his murderers will be behind the bar. My condolences to Sushant’s family and friends and to his unstoppable fan.
    Love you Sushant.. You will be missed 😭🙏

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